*shudder*

lolx... i noe its abit weird to blog about sum dream i had last nite juz b4 i am about to go sleep lolx... but here goes....

last nite had sum weird dream... as usual, the random stuff happens.... and as usual dun remember anything.... then like near the last part of the dream quite clear....

i remember sumthing about opening an internet file then it shows sum video... then like its house.... then i walk away, then like shok and shizhen was like opening the door and was like shouting or screaming.. trying to scare ppl.... then like the video file become like video conferencing.... then like they realise there was no one in front of the screen.... then was like eh? and everything... then the close the door again lolx.... then i remember i was laughing my head off.... and was like playing hide and seek with them.... make sound make them think i was there then when they come out i dissappear and stuff.....

then like in the middle of all that i suddenly juz c my late grandmother.... then c had this veri sad or dissapointed or angry face (its all the same for my grandmother) then she said in teochew sumthing about dissappointed or sad about nobody being able to see her.... then like she dissappear....

then dunno y... in the dream i was actually thinking.... (never happened b4...) but then i was recaling in the dream about how the past few days at home when there were times like the toilet door suddenly opening... and then sumtimes i can smell my grandmother's breath.... then i got all scared.... and like when i wanted to tell my parents about it... i was so scared or shocked that i couldn't speak..... then i woke up from there... and like was damn scared lah....

not that like she was particalarly scary looking and everything.... i was scared coz more of a shock.... coz like grandma die for more than a 3 years ler.... then like suddenly c her and hear her abut the shocking... and like logically not possible... and like when i woke up, i didn't dare to move or open my eyes lol.... until i hear my mum(i think and hope) go toilet... then i go check the time..... 5.30 a.m.

dunno y i had this dream lah.... so weird and scary... T-T but being of taoist background juz can't help but think it could be that my grandmother was really around and tried to communicate thru dreams... and like for the most part she was unable to reach me until that where she gave up....

i sound so silly.... scared of a family visiting me.... argh... i'm such a coward..... T-T