ramblings of a soul lost once again...

hee... made a stupid mistake yesterday for O My Love... sigh.... this a take quite a while to settle down.... *forsees a future piece requiring a B in REAL VOICE >.< sigh.....

aiyah... yesterday was weird lah anyways... by right sick already loh.... with blocked nose and a cough.... shld not be able to sing well one.... summore slept very very very.... "early"? like 3 am in the morning.... (stupid of me to go drink coffee foolishly thinking that its like starbucks ice blended coffees....) but its been such a long long long time since i had THAT feeling....

Ever had that feeling before? where just suddenly you feel like "Now's the Time".... i dunno how to say it.... sorta like your mind and your body separates itself.... feel sumthing burning inside of you.... and suddenly you just do it? all the problems wadsoever were resolved in itself for that moment?

that's the base of my musicality.... a period of time where the limits are removed and you just perform.... nothing is controlled, everything just comes out as it should be, or as how you want it to be... hahaz... ok i'm dunno where i'm going with this hahaz.... but like i juz stand one side and let the note fulfill its purpose....

i think that's y all my comments to my piano is the same.... they always talk about good musical thought, developing technique, stabilising your piano.... hahaz... i hear that everywhere.... my cello teacher also say that while i'm with her.... what talent means nuthin without practise... make sure you get it rite all the time.... focus somemore.. blah blah.....amy and jac also keep complaining about things like posture, support, placement.... when i'm like 0-o huh?? wudz' that?

ANYWAYS... how come nobody realised it last nite? Chiak Yin was doing alot more than she usually does for yesterday's concert.... it shld be QUITE obvious that she's trying to impress someone what.... so juz help her loh.... aiyoh....